Hi Emma. I have found my local SIDS and Kids to be amazing. They offer free counselling and support groups for people who have lost babies through miscarriage, stillbirth and SIDS. I would suggest you call them and if they are in your area they could send a counsellor around to your house to talk to you.

We had a woman come and see DH and I, and she was amazing. She just let us talk and occasionally asked questions. She gave me an outfit that would fit a 20 week gestation baby, which is beautiful. These are made by woman who has generally lost babies as well. I am also going to attend the support groups.

I hope you find the help you need.