Thank you for your replies everyone. I have been reading them each day quickly but didn't have the chance to reply until now.
I've had some good days and then days where I feel like I'm back to square one again. Just when I think I'm not grieving anymore, something completely different will make me cry and feel depressed again. The headaches have stopped though which is a good thing.
I really want to feel normal again and be myself again. I'm sorry for all you wonderful people that you have gone through this also and thank you for your support.