Ruf, I'm so sorry. Please don't beat up on yourself for peeing on that stick... You know your body and you've been through this often enough that I think you'd have just known anyway. At least that's what it was like for me - I didn't need no pee stick or blood test to tell me when I was losing another one, I just knew.

I'm so very sorry that you have to go through this again. It's just not fair!

BW