Meredith - I'm so sorry too. You've actually been in my thoughts and I saw your thread too. I have my DH home today which has been good for me & the 3 of us have been for a walk. I'm still unsure how to feel but i guess that's completely normal. There have been waves of different emotions which I'm sure there are still more waves to come. So I can completely understand how you are feeling at the moment. Good idea to have your DS looked after... you deserve 'me time' right now.
Big hugs to you & I hope we do find each other in another pg thread too soon.
xx