Babyhopes the death of a little one is so hard - my story is similar to you and Cherie - but BB is such a great source of support that you are in the right place. Make sure you grieve properly and don't let anyone sweep this loss under the carpet. Yes, these things happen for a reason but it is a loss that you have to acknowledge and grieve for before you move on. Good luck with your journey and I hope we hear happier news from you soon!