Meredith I'm so sorry to read that the problems are continuing.

I have to second what Bec has said - you should not feel guilty over this! You have done everything within your power to keep your babies safe and they still could not stay... but it's nothing you have done to make them go. There's a whole range of emotions to feel at this point, but guilt is not one of them.

I really hope you get some answers soon... especially answers as to why your HCG levels aren't cooperating at the moment.

BW