Meredith sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear this. I feel the same, in order to start again I need to do something and the only thing I want to do is get pg again. I cannot believe how you were treated and am sorry you had to deal with that on top of everything else. I totally understand what you mean about it making a monumental difference - all you needed was some support and love. I am crying as I type this because I can imagine your pain. Please know we are all here for you.
Much love to you darling
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