I am so sorry for the loss of your angel, it is totally understandable that you would feel like something is missing.
my family, even my dp never refer to my mc at all, my first milestone is coming right up next month, I dont know how I will deal with that.
when I first mcd, I thought I would be fine, didnt feel like I needed to name s/he, or do anything to remember s/he.
but then a little while ago, I realised that in some small part of me that I didnt even want to acknowledge, I already had named him, so I took out my old pg journal and just wrote him a letter expressing how sad I was and how I felt about him not being born.
but thats me.
I am sure you will find a way to cope, somehow we all do.
there is another thread on here somewhere with ideas from other members as to how to commemorate their "angelversaries"
congratulations on your healthy baby boy, wishing you all the best.
xxx