I'm still here, still waiting. I have had an increase in the cramping but nothing severe but the bleeding is still slower than it was last week. I think my body isn't doing what it should and I will have a D&C soon. I feel well physically most of the time, I've had some nausea but I've been exercising and feeling fine so I feel confident there's no infection starting. I know this is stupid but I'm just so busy for the next week and I'm kind of putting everything off. I'm doing my boss' job and the kids will be back at school soon and that's all keeping me occupied. If nature doesn't take it's course by next week I will do something about it.
Emotionally I am also OK, still a bit up and down. I'm crying really easily but not uncontrollably. I'm trying to focus on getting myself healthy so I'm in a good position to TTC again in a few months. I am missing the intimacy with my partner though, I feel like it's going to be forever before we can make love again.
Also, I've been having really vivid, often unpleasent dreams. Has anyone else had that? Maybe it's a sign I'm not dealing as well as I think.