Hello

This site gave me great comfort in the days of bleeding leading to the confirmation of my m/c at 8 weeks. This is my first m/c, I have three beautiful sons (8,5,&3) Since I cam home from hospital yesterday I can't look at them, their faces make me cry, all that promise, he would look like them but i'll never see him, yet i will always see him in them... will this end, I just need to get it together to stop crying and be able to hold them.
DH is finding it hard to cope, I have had bleeding in al my pregnancies, he assumed (hoped) this was like the rest but I knew it was not right. My Dr said don't be to upset you have 3 loverly kids, feel like i have less right to grieve because I do have kids..... maybe I'm just reading to much into things.
All i want to do is TTC again, but even voicing that aloud makes me feel as though I'm being greedy.
To everyone going through the same thing your voices have kept me going in the last few days.
xx So