I am okay. I am back at work but just 2 days a week for a little while. I will go back fulltime in October. Every day is a struggle with something new usetting me all the time. I find it so hard when we had planned a future and I keep thinking of things I should be doing with Zachary. The smallest things can set me off crying - it is so frustrating. I miss him sooooo much. Thanks for thinking of me. How are you?
I'm ok hun. I can't imagine how hard this is for you,all you can do is take it all 1 day at a time. How's your partner doing? Have you looked into finding a support group maybe to talk with others that know the pain you're feeling? Just thought hun.
Well - yesterday Zachary would have been 3 months old. It was a bad day for me. I have also just got out of hospital after having my gall bladder removed (from gall stones that developed during my pregnancy). So I have been feeling very sorry for myself.
I still wonder why this has happened to us?!?! We wanted our little boy so much. I keep trying to imagine what he would have been like but I just can't picture it - which upsets me even more! I seem to be heading into a slump again. Hating the world and finding it hard to see anyone with children. I feel so guilty about my friends who have recently have babies as I want nothing to do with them at the moment. I just can't share in tyheir joy. I don't wish anyone ill thoughts, I just can't share in their joy when we have lost our son.
We are looking at ytrying again once I recover from this recent surgery but at the same time I am petrified! I guess I will deal with that one when it happens.
Hope you are all ytaking comfort from each other and your families.
Hi hun,
The pain of losing our precious angels never goes away but somehow we learn to deal with that pain and it gets easier day by day. Keep your precious memories of your little Zachary close to you.
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3 months - and still finding it hard
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