ive read a little bit but after living it each day i dont want to depress myself of whats to come or doubt myself as a parent

atm im coping it from all sides about this new baby apprently its cruel to have another when i have an autistic kid apprently i should abort it

frankly these comments made my blood boil and yes they came from my own mother

god some ppl dont have any idea do they

i know hes hard to deal with but i deal i love him to bits i know no other way ive delt through tantrums and him not speaking ect ect what could be worse

a newborn eats poops and sleeps im sure i can work that around murray cant be too hard could it ?