Lu I wish I lived closer so we could have a cuppa and you could let rip! Writing things down is really good babe...right the good, the bad and the ugly. It does help when you go for a big assessment. The money doesnt just doesnt help with medication and appointments...it can help with toys to help stimulate the good parts eg for us a DS for down time...a lap top recently.

its hard....yes totally agree. Its hard to think we made something so perfect and somewere along the line there was a hicup in the system. Our kids were given to us because some higher force knew we could cope, knew that we would love and protect these magical little people with our hearts and soul. Your doing a beautiful job babe..its hard to admit that we need help at the beswt of times..let alone help with our kids.

MM - OMG I got the same thing from my sister when she heard that i was getting my tubes reversed to have Vy. I havent spoken to her in 8 years and she was pi$$ed at me and called a shelfish biartch cause I was going to bring another 'spastic' kid into the world. Karma bit her on the butt......she now has 2 grandchildren both on the spectrum and now she thinks she knows everything :rolleye: