hi ladies i have to post today as i am fighting back tears and feel like running to school and picking Hamish up.
He had two incidents on the playground this morning, the first was just an accident another boy ran into him and he hurt his lip but we had lots of tears and cuddles. Then he went back to play and was happy again. The bell went and i walked over to his classroom and was looking for him , he wasn't there, when i turned around there was my little man with the teacher in tears.He hadn't heard the bell as he was busy playing , when he turned around the playground was empty and he was in tears, he was crying so much and had worked himself right up, it took a good 10 minutes to calm him down. The teacher asked him what was wrong and he broke down again.
He eventually told me he was scared he was lost, we thought he was upset about the fact he may get into trouble (he didnt)
One night he saw the add on telly for smoking where the little boy gets left by his Mum and since then we have had nightmares and numerous breakdowns over my leaving him..
I left him at school today after he stopped crying and we had explained he was safe but my heart is breaking