NOT GOING WELL I can't even get ANY help from agencies or autism support because we can't even go through another assessment until MARCH!!!

My friends are trying to help, but its been extreme the last 5 days. Let's just say there has been more screaming than not . Today has been so awful and a friend came over but there was nothing she could do because Matilda just screaming, kicked and scratched me. ATM its 9.30pm and Matilda is in her bed thrashing her body around screaming & keeping everyone up. I'm so over it... I don't like her right now. I could never say I didn't love her, but I really wish she would just go away for a few days and give me some time. I don't know... feeling pretty low atm.