Wow it seems like our little cleft babies are all growing up so fast. Matilda turned one last Thursday.

Nicole, I am sorry you have been having a bad day, it is very frustrating and sad when they vomit and in turn throw up their tube. I too had to put a new tube in last night, Matilda has got to the age where she tugs at it and the tape somes lose or sometimes she hurts her poor little face, she looked so lovely without the tube, I didn't want to put it back in either.
Matilda is pretty good with getting the tube down these days though, no tears anymore, however she has learnt to block my path with her tounge and the tube ends up poking out of her mouth, so I have to distract her with a dummy.
Things do get easier, even if she is still on the tube, as much as I would love the tube gone, it is easier now that she is a little older and we have got used to the whole thing.
Big , as you said there are good days and bad, I hope tomorrow is a good one for you.