Oh Honey...i just want to wrap you up in my arms and take away the pain thats in your heart.

I hope that you dont have to wait long for your test results to come back to make everything a bit clearer for yourselves.

Might I suggest something I did when things were really bad. I couldnt tell anyone without crying so we wrote everyone a letter and sent it to them explaining what was going on. It was alot easier to get the emotions out without having to repeat the process over and over to each person.

Another thing...start googling babe...get as much info into your brain about this...educate yourself and see what the out comes off others who have gone through this have been. Seeing and hearing positive stuff is one way to boost your confidence.

I sit here with baited breath waiting for your results...Ive got everything crossed for you