huni,
got no words...i can only imagine what you are going through...don't give up hope huni...i was born at 24 weeks and spent a year in special care baby unit..i had a brain hemmorage (sp?) and hydrochepholis (sp?) and mum got told id be permantly brain damaged..im perfectly ok no probs...not the same situation but wanted to give you hope.
we are all here to support you huni.
you are in my thoughts and prayers.
love rach xxxxx