Its been an extremely emotional day for me. I sat here with Mateauz on my lap at 10am thinking back to this time last year were I was in theater just before our rollercoaster started.

It feels like we have been celbrating every day since satruday

We had many beautiful people who were there for us here, last saturday to help not just celebrate Mateauz birthday..but celebrate the love, support, strength and friendship they gave us, unknowingly that was worth more then any million dollar bank account to me.

Our super hero has had such a wonderful day so far...I cant help but watch his beautiful face smile and take in everthing and everyone around him. We had 2 more close friends here today who drove miles to share just a few hours with him. He blessed us with his first steps and its so hard not to cry infront of other people. I hold my breath everytime he lets go of something and see his foot slowly stepping forward.

I have to thank everyone who has left their thoughts, shed tears, said prays for us in this thread and over the last year. It has been an extremely testing time for me personally time for me on so many levels...I say a little thanks every night when I go to bed to someone, I dont know who but I just say thank you for giving me the best life changing gift of them all. With out him I would know the patients I have gained, the strength I have within, the voice I thought I never had to speak what I feel and the monumental love I have that grows more and more each day for every single one of my children...and especially my husband. I cant even imagine thinking about him not being here with me let alone the children we have made with love together.

So Mateauz honey...mama wishes you the best birthday present in the world honey..the gift of being able to walk without pain, 2 love life as much as you already do and to always smile that ever beautiful smile.

Thank you honey...for making our lives complete.