Ditto again here.Both my girls are f/f. With Gemma I had a mini breakdown when I realised that I just couldn't b/f her and when I had the same issues with Jasmine I ended up with a bit of PND. When in hospital with Jasmine I had a horrible midwife who MADE me b/f even though Jasmine would get so distraught and cry for hours and not feed cause I had nothing to give her and she couldn't latch on(i have a deformed nipple). I ended up with a brillant midwife the night before I left who said to me the key to having a bub is 'happy mummy then you have a happy baby' and put Jasmine on formula straight away to give me a break. I simply cannot b/f. Others can with ease, others have to work at it, I cannot at all. Whatever the reasons why you don't b/f, if you f/f you are NOT a failure. Its the biggest thing that we beat ourselves up over, that and having c/s's(Ha I have had 2 of them!LOL) You are a brillant mummy hun. Your first bub is always the bumpest. Gemma used to cry and cry as well. We used to try everything to settle her. In the end I would end up so upset and cry. Corey and I were both at our wits end. Your so not alone hun. I used to think of all the other women in the world who were also trying to settle/feed their bubs in the early hours. I also think that my Daughter Gemma gets sick of me, even now she gets super excited when Corey gets home. But you know what that is natural for them to want to be with their daddies when they get home, I'd be worried if she didn't!LOL

Hang in there hun, the first 6 months I reckon are the roughest. Just remember your her number 1 person in her eyes...........she loves you and needs you!