i have said im sorry so much he ok now but i hate the fact that the way i am soemtimes will effect him.... hes my baby boy and hes such a sweety.

I am the type of person who doesnt ask for help maybe i see it as weakness i dont know but i try deal with crap myself...

my Best Friend is coming over soon so break my daily cycle, but also thats why i write here coz its somewhere i can vent or just say whats up, my partner would be angry at me if he knew how ide yelled at my DS....

and im ashamed of myself...

Thank you