charli'smumma Dh and i have talked non stop about all our options and yeah that one is looking good at this stage.
I have an appoint with midwife on thursday and i wll be talking in depth to ehr to see exactly what reception i wil lget from them, now that i have had time to process everything i think taht they will be ok (as long as i dont get asnooty one), as they were all keen for me to try and said i would be crazy not given my history! So if i can get one of those MW i will be laughing! But yeah i don't think we will hurry through the doors at teh start! But will def be close just in case.
Thansk for all the support everyone has given me on here, i wll let you know how thursday goes.

Cheers
Kat