Ok so I have survived another 3 weeks. Arggg! Lol. Yes I would love to have a c - sec (eliminates the pain of labour for me at the moment) however that is not going to be the case (which is probably a good thing anyways). Previous 4 labours have been speedy quick, painful, but no complications, and recovery simple as!! Things havent settled down yet, but I think on that day I was just having a really hard time with it all. Today I just want labour!! Give it to me, now now now now!!! Lol. I will take the pain of contractions and delivery if you let me have labour today!! Hahaha.
Oh well 3 weeks to go. Im still actually hoping for a bub before christmas, but what happens will happen. Thanks all for your replies in any case. I have had a rotten pregnancy, but compared to some Im having an easy pregnancy so I guess I should stop feeling sorry for myself!! Lol. Anyway thanks again all!! xx