Oh hun, the first few days are so up and down no matter how many kids we've had before. It's a combination of hormones, adjustment and lack of sleep and its normal to vary so much in how we feel, even in short spaces of time.

Who is cutting you off when you start to talk about your birth? Is it your DH or other members of your family? Sometimes people don't understand that it is important to us to share our story and maybe they don't think that it is something they should hear about kwim?