Sorry mum2bee...haven't had those feelings exactly....but I felt kinds the same when deciding whether to persevere with BF my DS or not. And I was stressing over what everyone else thought. My advice is do what YOU want, it's your body, your labour, your life. If you make a decision based on what society or other people think of you it's really only going to hurt you in the end.

For me.... I chose what was best for me, I was struggling with BF and was miserable so I bottlefed, and almost instantly everything else fell into place. It wasn't such a big deal in the end. Just follow your heart!