ouchies BW i almost tore upwards but the middie pushed down so that didnt happen

i didnt poo before during or after it might have been the iron tablets

i was naked the second time i got out of the shower untill i had a shower after DS was born the pain made the embarassment disappear DH my mum and MIL got to see all this was after my stepdad left thankfully lol

i spewed before and after i sat up after having him