This is a bit of a more emotional/scared type question i supose.
I have been thinking that i want to have an epidural, but, i cant help but feel that by me making that decision now, and not while in the throws of labour, that it makes me weak, and a failure.
Maybe its just my hormnoes talking, but, the more i think about it, the more i want to have one, but, the more i feel like i am letting down society as a general, by chickening out of going all natural.
Has anyone else had these feelings?