Just realised that there will probably not be a next time...

Just splitting with DH now...took 7 years to conceive DS and I am 38 this year. Not looking good.

However I think probably if there was another time, I wonder if being in a better relationship and having more control over my life would make a difference to my attitude in labour...alongside having been there done that??? Oh well I guess that is one thing I will never know.

Sorry to hijack. Just got me thinking...