hey, i felt exactly the same way, didn't want anyone there, and especially didn't want them in the waiting room, waiting to get in and ask to hold my baby.... in the end it was the last thing on my mind and i was so out of it i didn't care.... but next time i won't be having any visitors at all, except on the first day, then after that its my rest time with bubs..... i completely understand how you feel, but be warned, the first day might be the best day to have visitors, you will be on a high and in a great mood... its the days after that everything goes haywire and you can get VERY emotional and the thought of visitors can become very overwhelming... good luck.