I'm over it. I'm over expressing 5 times a day, I'm over having the anxiety of wondering what will happen when I offer the breast. Will he scream? Will he have a good feed or will he suck for a second then scream? Will he bite me.. I'm sick of it all. I'm sick of my boobs being uneven because he only feeds from one side. My right boob is about a cup size bigger than my left, it's really noticeable and it bugs me. This whole time has been a struggle. I wish we could just have a 'normal' breastfeeding relationship. NOTHING else has been normal, not the pregnancy, not the birth, not his life I just wanted this to work and not be so bloody hard!