You are doing so well hun. After what you've been through I'm amazed your body still makes milk! Go body!

I eed for my first so I know how much work it is. I had to really consciously not wish away his first year of life wishing that I could stop expressing. Be kind to yourself, and know that all you can do is your best. No one can ask any more of you.

My 2nd has just turned 7 months and feeding has only just stopped hurting. Hang in there, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Xo