Gooooo Prama!! You can do it! Good on you sugar sugar!!

I'm so glad to hear that you're sounding much more positive, it seriously is miraculous what a bit of catching up on sleep can do, and time - time is the key with a newborn - I remember when Riv was newborn, I just aimed to survive to 6 weeks - with b/fing, with bonding, with soreness from birth, with everything! Give things time to fall into place, and until then, it can often seem like a game of survival.

Take it easy, do what you need to do to relax when you can, and all the best - really looking forward to continuing to support you and cheer you on as you work hard to make this happen!! (And trust me, it may well be your stories and hindsight that I am needing in a few weeks time when my bub is born!)
All the best!