Thank you so much for your quick reply

I think the decision it made, i want to be with my dh every night, the last few years has been so hard without him and everytime he goes back to work i always cry! i am sick of crying, i am sick of being alone, i am sick of missing him, i am sick of having to defend for myself, i am sick of being mummy, daddy, protector, fixer and running this whole house and family on my own! i am a married woman but most of the time i feel like a single mum

i am moving to where he is

thank you for your kind words they have helped heaps!