I agree with MistyFying, just be sure your decision is an informed one. Perhaps being further informed on vaginal birth (great info and advice given on this site) can help you feel you can have a fulfilling birth experience this time. First time birth is a scary thing, and much can be learned to be improved on the next time.. do you know what I mean? I'm actually looking forward to my next one, as I will be even more informed, and ready to "tweak" the birthing experience. LOL.. hope that made sense!

As for other people's opinions and making you feel bad, it's none of their business, and it certainly doesn't make you a bad mother for making a choice that is best for you and baby. So long as you are certain that whatever you choose IS best for you and baby.