Brooke I so know what you mean. I was absolutely terrified of the spinal block..terrified. When I was having Sammy the anaethetist was aware of my past experience and how i was feeling about it so he was really very reassuring. The midwives were great in helping by being gentle and telling me to count so i would have something to focus on. I had sweat literally pouring off me and was shaking wildly. Please let them know your reservations...it can make all the difference.

Jo