Tiff - tell your doc about me matie...see what he says.

Knowing that the baby comes out safer and healthy with a c/s still doesnt take away the pain and torment of not being able to do what the big man upstairs had planned for us women to do. My husband totally understands how I feel and he siad that he feels my pain in this. He was there when I was in labour with NIkolaus for the 20 something hours which ended up in an emergency c/s and it made us so close. He was also there when I had my 2nd c/s with WIlhelm (even though I have to have a general) and he said it was the most tromatic experience he has ever been through. He hated the way the doctors pulled at my body and watched and heard everything that went on. Jed also suffered post natal after I had Wilhelm and the councilor he was said that the c/s birth could have been a big contributor to it.
I would cut my right leg of so to speak to give birth naturally. I also feel like I have taken my husbands right to be there when his child enters the world and cut the babies cord. Instead, he has to sand in a room and wait to hear our babies cry to know.
And to let you know why I got my tubes clamped...my second son has high functioning autisum and we thought by not having any more children at the time we were doing i\him a favour. I never recieved any councilling on the matter. I am so glad I had my reversal becuase having Vyolett has not only brightened mine and Jed's lives but has bought WIlhelm right out of his shell.
Sorry have to go...very emotional right now