My first c-section was under general, so I don't know how it goes with a spinal/epidural. I'm actually glad I had the general because I was absolutely freaking out about being cut open whilst being awake. Now I've just been reading the thread about routine separation of mother and baby post c-section... and I'm worried about my second C-section.

I just know I'm going to totally freak out lying there for 45 minutes wide awake, fully conscious out while they stitch me up, and on top of that, without being able to hold my little baby OR have my hubby there for support/distraction. That would be like torture to me. I know you can't feel the actual pain, but I don't think I'll mentally cope with what's going on, lying there totally helpless and totally conscious and totally alone (at least emotionally).

Do they give you anything after the baby is out to help calm you down/sedate you?

Thanks to anyone who responds.