hi gigi, just wanted to give you a I know how daunting it is. as you know been there, doing that....

I cant say anymore then what everyone else as already said other then what I do every single day - I start the day with this mantra Trust. Forgive. Let go I know it may sound airy fairy, and isnt practical advice - but it is truely the one thing that has gotten me through - the numerous anxiety attacks that have threaten to undo me, the days of depression that have had me seeking my bed, the angst of not knowing how i was going to pay this, feed the kids etc etc etc.... everytime my head starts to spin i take a deep breath and say those words.

With you in spirit darling.