its ok ! ive been there done that ! your not a bad mummy !! i just had a week in sleep school because , "they" were worried about me cracking it .. as some nights (the really good ones - not) she would feed 10 times .. and thats at 8mths old !!!!

I hate hearing DD cry , but SS had to be done , as i cried alot as i was soooooo tired from settling her .

i agree with mel - it really does change your sould , it also changes bubs soul !!!

DD is now a different baby now that she sleeps better ..
hugs .. dont feel bad or angry , it was the sleep deprived you that had had enough .. not the real you we know and love xxx