I'm so angry at the way I acted.

[Arimeh]

Yup done it. Sleep deprivation changes your very soul I think. Its horrible. You do things you wouldn't ever see yourself doing.

You are doing a great job babe.

[boomba]

First off your an amazing mum! Your doing a fabulous job!

Myles never was and still isnt a big sleeper! I remember my first meltdown I think I too raise my voice at him cayse he just would stop crying! so we all do it hunny but at the time you feel like your the worst person in earth! Mummy guilt is the worst but your doing an amazing job as I remeber the sleep deprivation of a mummy whose child doesnt sleep

I am here anytime hun! xxxxxxx

[*charmalea*]

its ok ! ive been there done that ! your not a bad mummy !! i just had a week in sleep school because , "they" were worried about me cracking it .. as some nights (the really good ones - not) she would feed 10 times .. and thats at 8mths old !!!!

I hate hearing DD cry , but SS had to be done , as i cried alot as i was soooooo tired from settling her .

i agree with mel - it really does change your sould , it also changes bubs soul !!!

DD is now a different baby now that she sleeps better ..
hugs .. dont feel bad or angry , it was the sleep deprived you that had had enough .. not the real you we know and love xxx

[~breeze~]

yes I've done it before. I had a few weeks where DH was stuck in bed due to a bad back, DD had an ear infection & a cold & DS had a middle ear infection & a cold. I was sooooooo tired & told Tobias to stop crying & go to sleep. It happens to everyone hun. Its so exhausting when you haven't had much sleep & have a little person who doesn't know what they want so just cry to get you to work it out for them.

You are doing so well. Dont be upset at yourself for this. You feeling so guilty about it shows how much you love your baby girl & what a GREAT mummy you are!!!