there is a social group about ltttc that you might get some benefit from hun - it's about our emotional struggles and how we've dealt with them. go give it a read - and if you want to join, pm dusty, gargy or sushee for access.

fwiw - i pin all my hopes on AC - but i also don't ovulate regularly, so it's different for me than for someone that has a "cycle" as such. i think that putting your faith in the AC procedure and just enjoying life for a while can have a lot of positives for you in the short term - but, realistically, you're like all of us - you'll still know when you O, you'll still know when AF is due, and you'll still feel that disappointment that you didn't get that miracle to stop you needing ivf...