Hi there Renstar,
I have no advice to offer and besides i think that the lovely girlies have given it all, i just want you to know that i'm thinking of you and really truly praying that you do get your bpf before christmas as youv'e had a hell of a journey and deserve a blessing or two? For now though you have to get your mind off 5 o'clock,mind you i'm sure many of us will be back here at 5 to try and find out how you went... Can someone take you out for lunch or afternoon tea to get your mind off things? If you manage to get out today have an orange juice for me;its my birthday...... Have a great day lovey;I'll keep an eye on your progress.

xx
Pauline