Lisa, i told you my thoughts last night. Personally i wouldnt wait..... HOW you would be stealing her lime light i have no idea as she will be the bride, she WILL ahve everyone's attention.
Thanks bec, my hubby is now saying she is selfish and is peeved at her, like i was saying to kel tonight, i may or may not concieve this cycle, but if i dont give it a go how will i know? And if it takes me ages to concieve will i then be saying what if it could have been my time back in jan.
I just really cant believe how stressed i am over it.
Its so stooopid.
Well ladies im going to bed to sulk, its Emmersons first day at kindy tomorrow so i have to be up early. night.
Well guys, im out officially. I thought i had a true faint bfp lasts night but turns out it wasnt. Woke up this AM with AF.
I am guttered, not so much because i am not pregnant, but more cause of what it means.
This now means there is something wrong with DF, and i feel so for him as he will have to have that testing now. And, before you go down the road of no no, it cant take perfectly healthy couples such such amount of time to fall PG... yes this is true however. We have ALWAYS fallen PG first go, and even fallen while on contraception. With the accident he had at work last year, the machine that crushed him sliced through his ball sack, it missed each testicle BUT they couldnt say if it missed the tubing linking the testies to his other bits...... They said there is a chance his fertility may be affected but to explore that when it was a concern.
I am just so heartbroken, and . And i dont want to tell him cause i know instantly what he is going to be thinking and feeling...... and i dont want him to feel it!
Ahhhhhhhhhh....
You know what has even topped this day off great, i am sitting in my bed right now, everyone else still sleeping, and i can see ANTS!!! BLOODY ANTS!!!
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