I know how you feel, my family were less than thrilled about the prospect of us having #3 and made it known well before this bub was (very surprisingly!) conceived. We lost our second baby which pretty much devastated me, then had to go through IVF to conceive DS, it was a really tough 18 months. DS also hasn't been the easiest bub and I had a bit of PNA for a few months after he was born.

I choose to put their concerns aside and have confidence in myself that although there will be really tough days, I can do this. That's on a good day though - on a bad day, I'm terrified!