Thanks prayingforabub

Had my appointment this morning - the FS (who seems lovely) looked at our test results and has referred us to a whole lot more tests - blood tests, testicular scan, pelvic scan, x-rays etc and once he has a clear picture of us we'll get started. Going to have to fork out a grande just for the tests alone before starting any real procedures. He says judging from what he's seen to date IUI wont work (natural sex almost definitely wont work) and it looks like we'll probably go straight to IVF or ICSE (is that what it's called??). Anyway, next cycle all the tests start and then hopefully by Jan we can start with fertility treatment to prep us for IVF. It's weird, I've been quite positive thinking we would probably need assistance but now that it's become clear just how much assistance we'll need I just feel awful. I am soooooooo teary and can't focus on a thing today. Have a guest from out of town I'm supposed to catch up with tonight and honestly I just feel like going home, getting under the covers and staying there till I snap out of this mood I'm in