Wow... what a tough time...

Was all good, felt nausious Thursday morning, couldn't eat my oats made me feel like throwing up - ah good signs they were...

Then around lunch time I started getting cramps, over the afternoon they became terrible and I started to bleed

Bugger AF!!!! Now I am not sure whether the (sorry for TMI) brownish/pinkish discharge was the start of AF or not, and whether my new day 1 is from when that started (as it was hardly anything) or thursday???

So felt pretty crap last night, didn't eat and just lied in bed

I guess is was not meant to be, there must have been a reason, not sure what.. but I do have a pre booked ap. with Dr on Monday morning, was booked in for PS, but that might not be able to happen (as AF was due Monday, just gone!! I thought a week later would be fine), but at east I will be able to have a chat with her about it all

So it is onwards and upwards now, month #2 here we come!! OH was brilliant, lot of I Luv U's and XXX and OOOO

Must now try to to stress, take it easy and try to enjoy the ride!!

Love and Baby Dust XXX