Oh boy,
Do you get the feeling you've done this before....I don't know but Im getting sick of trying and missing.

So maybe we got the timing better this month?
CD 1 about 8pm on the 7th April.- Does that count as day 1 or is it the 8th as CD1 the first full day of AF? DP calls it 'the reds' LOL
(I spose I have to find something to make me laugh right now )

So we DTD on Friday 19th and that morning was actually the day I saw that snotty plug come away, (Sorry TMI) followed by copious amounts of EWCM. I had a sore side on friday like when that side is growing the follicle, please please please spit the egg out tonight......calculations say ovulation either Mon, tues, or wed, which if that is the case there wont be any little boys left still alive by then surley, and we miss the target again.
Why doe TTC feel like such a big mathematical equation- CD1-5x 30day cycle + 14 - Leuteal phase 16 days =Frustration! Just do it all ready?????? Others get pregnant by accident I wish that would happen to me.
As you can probably tell im feeling pretty numb about the whole TTC thing today because Im nearly over it. This is probably the closest to ovulation that we have ever been able to DTD, (DP came in from the farm).
I guess Im just so used to AF turning up at the end of the 16 day L.Phase that Im just expecting it to happen again. I haven't even Ovulated this cycle yet, still waiting for that tell tale stab in the side.
When we DTD though we don't really make love with the specific intent to reproduce, because we don't get to see each other that often when he comes home we're just so happy to see each other.
This time was a little different it was specifically strategically placed but still in the heat of the moment so to speak as above.
I spose you might say not really trying but not really avoiding, but more when the oportunity presents itself. At least I know if I look back on all my posts I will see what days we DTD and know from them those definatly arnt the days to DTD, cos nothing will happen. LOL. Thats one way of looking at it.

Anyhow, I spose.

Negitive day today, I'm really angry with my own mother over her not wanting me to try and have a baby because she thinks because I have diabetes the baby will die and how will I afford a funeral after 25 weeks gestation. Mega ***** makes me so angry! Can't she be happy for me- oh I forgot- Shes 72 -shes allowed to treat people like **** because shes old! Well darling mother- you had my brother when you were 38 and you had Gestational diabetes 4 times!!! Truce............I need to crash the wave on the beach or I will just rant and rant...

BUT we are looking at the rings! I'm happy ;but mothers not! Shes never even met DP and she doesn't like him! Am I the only one with a mother like that?

But I think I need another thought? Has anyone ever got a BFP 4 days between DTT and Ov?

Cheers
June