Jenny, you're so right. I think a lot of women don't really like their periods. I was one of those people who found them painful and inconvenient. I used to say I had the painters in. I didn't call it AF till I came here. =)

I'm a long term TTCer too so I would second what the others said about each period being a disappointment. It's really just a signal that once again your hopes are dashed.