One part of if, other than the extreme pain and illness that accompanied it, for me was the annoying part that my cycle was absolutely regular 28 days almost every single time like clockwork - good, yes. However the frustration that exists for me in well if my body can do that right and cause all this pain - why the hell cant it hold me a baby!

Some months when AF comes it doesnt bother me nearly as much, other months I have been a blubbering mess for days. It reiterates to me that the chance of my being a mumma is fading..