Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I hate my body so much, I have been working so hard at my PT sessions, changing my eating habits and generally being good, and even though we had a couple of days away and I wasnt as careful with what I ate, i got on the scales this morning and in the space of the 3 days (naughty I know) since I weighed myself before we went away- I have gained 2.5 kg I am so disapointed. I have a feeling alot of it is fluid retention because I am due to O in the next day or so, but even so it is so disheartening to get on the scales and see the numbers HIGHER than when I started this challenge.
The good thing is though, instead of sending me on an eating binge it has made me more determined to get right back into it. I want this so badly, I just need my body to get the memo that it is weight loss time. I have now been hovering around the same weight for 12 months (within a couple of kgs either way) since DS was born, so I need to get my body back into weight loss mode.